Savior

my thoughts are my problems  and my problems will be my downfall  my downfall is my pain and suffering  my pain and suffering is my fault  I have once again started to fix my problems  but before I reach that point where I need to be my own savior  the one thing I am not  I need to find a savior  otherwise  I will have but another downfall  which just means more pain and suffering  how long then will it take  for me to heal and start to fix my own problems again  I have never been able to fix them all  for once I fix a few more pop up  I can not be my own army against myself  I need help  I need to win this battle  before I lose this war